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30 and Beyond : Faith Like a Mustard Seed (21 of 365)

How is your relationship with God? I have to tell you the truth, I've been in and out of my relationship with Him for quite some time. Over two years to be exact. My life situation and sickness consumed the best of me.  I grew up in a strict Catholic family, and a few years after my mom passed away I found myself at a Christian church. I got baptized as a Christian back in 2011, and it was one of the most significant life decisions I made. My family was not happy, but that's where I found and developed a relationship with God. As you know, I am still searching for that one thing that would make my heart...

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30 and Beyond : Yes, I'm Battling Depression (15 of 365)

August 13, 2018 (9:56pm) A couple of life updates. A few days in August and I'm finally putting up the pace. Only a handful of friends and family knew about my battle with depression and anxiety. Yes, I've been battling with those sicknesses for years since second-year high school! So there. The secret is out. I get attacks every now and then and it would last for months! But I'm still here. To tell you the truth, I have edited this blog entry almost 20 times since last week. I wasn't feeling it but I wanted to write a lot of things, then again I couldn't even write anything substantial. Moving on, I still haven't publicly announced this 30 Beyond 30 series...

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30 and Beyond : A Little Backstory (1 of 365)

I've decided to put a dedicated post here on my blog for me to keep track of my progress for my 30 and Beyond series. As of today, July 29, 2018 (2:18pm) Manila time, I am here in my flat and have been adopting my aunt for a week already. I am more comfortable writing my thoughts so I can go back to the previous entries I've made and well... see how far I've come.  Here's a little backstory on my life: I started training to be a performing artist since I was in 5th grade. My mom enrolled me to voice lessons, and other musical theater workshops since then. I would always be scared every time I meet new...

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