30 and Beyond : Faith Like a Mustard Seed (21 of 365)


How is your relationship with God? I have to tell you the truth, I've been in and out of my relationship with Him for quite some time. Over two years to be exact. My life situation and sickness consumed the best of me. 

I grew up in a strict Catholic family, and a few years after my mom passed away I found myself at a Christian church. I got baptized as a Christian back in 2011, and it was one of the most significant life decisions I made. My family was not happy, but that's where I found and developed a relationship with God.

As you know, I am still searching for that one thing that would make my heart skip a beat. To help me find more meaning in what I have to do in this world. I used to dream a lot, and I love it, even more, when they become a reality. No matter what it takes. But that was me before, but right now I only live for the sake of doing what I do not because I want to but I need to. 

I'm currently listening to Nick Vujicic, a worldwide evangelist, and motivational speaker. I hope my faith and heart would be like his. I'm praying that this season of my hopelessness will soon be over. I also pray that I would have my faith in God back - even if it's as small as a mustard seed.